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Name: Sim
Birthday: 7/27/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Reading, Hiking, Camping, Boxing, Painting and Drawing, Blowing Water, Traveling
Expertise: Washing Money, Calligraphy
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
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Member Since:
7/7/2004
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| The first time I met the doctors after my operations, they gave me a very good opening. My remaining kidney was healthy though it was not yet function completely. And he told me that the kidney could grow more tissue to have about 70% of kidney function. So don't worry about that I need to do dialysis in the future. I guess the worst time is passed. No more hospital stays in my life except my death.
However, thing never go smooth. I did ultrasound last thursday. What the doctors said before wasn't completely correct as they under estimated the tumors on my remaining kidney. Normally it takes 20 mins to finish the check up, but I used like an hour. The reason is --- there are a lot of little tumors in my remaining kidney, over 20 tumors. And one of them is more than 7 cm. 4 cm of the tumors is in high risk. When I left, the doctor said, 'Yuk Sim, if you feel the same back pain as the first time you went to hospital, please go to A&E ASAP.' I didn't know how to response, how to react. Maybe the doctors over estimate me that I am a real optimistic girl. He didn't know how disappoint I was when the time I was in hospital, especially I was the most unlucky patient in the world that I needed do another operation after the mistakes of the first operation.
When I left the hospital, I cried. I don't know how to reach. I don't know how my life is. I am worry honestly. That's the first time I feel like hopeless or the death is too near too me. It just like what the doctors said to me. They don't have a systematic way to handle my case as it is a very rare DNA mutation disease in Hong Kong, all the medication is just in trials for mice. Therefore, I even don't know how to pray. Am I praying to GOD that I wish my tumors won't grow larger and larger? Am I asking God to remove all, or half of the tumors? I know I have almost the best medical team. But I am really scaried and I don't know how my life can be brighter or even light up others' life. | | |
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梵高的煩惱, 變了我的煩惱...
為何梵高的一生都這麼坎坷? 為何我會喜歡梵高?
在一個多愁的五月天晚上, 是不應該看這麼沉重的話劇...
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| 究竟去學做生意好, 還是在法國公司做一個行政助理好?
這幾天, 不停地在想這個問題..
我知道, 自己不是做生意的材料, 爾虞我詐的商業世界並不適合我. 可是, 對於一個連自己將來想做什麼也不知道的人來說, 做生意是一個很好的機會去嘗試和接觸到很多不同的人和事, 讓我可以從中找到目標.
不過, 我這個人, 就是不想靠關係去謀到一官半職.
還是不要想太多, 去美國一次, 看看人家的生意是不是你想要的, 再決定吧!! | | |
| 很簡單, 很傻的我, 永遠都這麼幸福...
由香港到巴黎, 生活很好, 朋友很好.. 可以的話, 我五月回來探你們
一直以來, 我一無所缺.. 知足的我願意這樣過下去
誰知你這樣無悔地待我...
是神嗎.. 是祂這樣善待我.. 有什麼可以回應祂...
工作很累, 夜晚還要補習..
這麼辛苦, 換了可觀的收入, 就是為了再可以到巴黎讀書, 值得嗎?
人生只不過是匆匆的過, 為何要這樣? | | |
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